I am pissed off. My dad just told me that I have to take care of my eating habits or I will probably have 80kg in some days.. He said it just cause I woke up late today and had breakfast at 11:30am, one hours before lunch.. the thing is: for breakfast I had one cup of coffee and half slice of brown bread, and for lunch just vegetables. I hate it that I am working so hard to get fit and he thinks I am just in my way to become a big fat girl. I got so sad when he said it, like if i am not worrying about my weight and needed to pay more atention to it, like if I am not doing it in every second of my life. I am sorry if I just filled your dash with something you don’t want to know, but I needed to say it and there is nobody who could listen.. Of course there is a bright side of this situation, right now I am so pissed of that i wouldn’t dare to binge! So it served as a motivation for me, that’s always good. The only problem is that it hurt, hearing my father - the one who has always told me that i had to eat more or i would disapear - saying that i had to eat less or I would get so fat he’d be embarassed.. it hurts more than he can possibly think. Well, but this afternoon I am going to exercise SO MUCH, I am going to do all the exercises I have seeing here on tumblr and get damn fit! I am doing this not tomorrow, nor next month - it is today, this month, IT IS HAPPENING NOW! so, thank you dad for the pain that will become sweat in some hours..